I Feel Love For The First Time Poem by MTHOKOZISI NTOKOZO MAPHUMULO

I feel love for the first time



What is wrong with me?

What have you done to me?

First of all I don’t know your

I have never been a friend to someone like you

I have never seen someone like you in my home town, when I walk in the street or when I am just think of my ideal lady

I have never been in love at all

It seems like you have unlocked the million year rusty keys



Who are you?

What the hell have you been?

Do you really know how much I love you?

When I sit next to you I fill my body loose concentration out of everthing I do

Not to say you are lusting me

But I feel some thing more than that

It is like there is connection between my breath and yours

It is like your blood streams were made to flow in one heart and vessels as mine



You have a truly natural sweet romantic appearance

You remind me of something which I could like for no reason

That was when I was very young

Waking up in every summer morning

Looking at the sunrise shining over the flowers in my glassy garden

My eyes become so difficult to open

That was because they were caught by super nourishment of the sun rays

For me that make me to smile

It was a good smile from freely given by the sunlight



Since then I have never smile again

I think I must be too smart too much

Because my heart does not accept to smile

Especially for something that is not glamorous



Let me swim in those sunlight waves

Let me become transparent

So that I could touch such a nice and smooth skin

Let me get unconditional chocolate and sweet

So that I give to your saliva: so as to keep your smile forever

Let the winter come no more

Let there be clear sky

Let the mourning lime stand forever



Let your age end here

Because when you are getting older I won’t be able to utilize such an anointed beautifulness

They say God give and God also take

I wish I will be there when he give again

I don’t care if it would be billions years to come

As long as I would see that butterfly again

If I had a plan: I could make you a gold cup

And put you into a vase of a shall never ruined flower

And polish you each and every day

Sothat you remain glorious as you are

Oh God

You are wonderful

Because you are the one who take and give

Maybe you know

Why you take our beautiful spouses

So young and mind blowing as they are

Because you call the light out of darkness

This is the light I am seing next to me today

Shine bright star

Shine queen of my heart

Carry me higher above to the sky

Go and hug the ocean with me

Where you cannot swim: let me wrap like a gold neck less in my neck

Let me feel you truly touch

Before you even die

Because tomorrow I would regret to myself no more

I love you.