I Can'T See Poem by Vision Ghost

So now haunted by these happy memories
So taunted by the truth of impossibilities
Aggravated so, by the stubbornness of life
When all that stings, is the blade of a knife

So hard to find, a common ground unaltered
When everything around, seems too faltered
As I am teased, so very hard and so constantly
By all that is around, reminding of a destiny

So now unfulfilled and undersigned, in grief
That the warning signs were stolen, like a thief
Arrogance robbed me of my perspectives, of reality
And so thus I became, my very own casualty

Forever a state of tears, to the ocean of regret
For all the things I didn’t think, or ever suspect
So my ignorance costs me, the dearest in love
Lost and gone forever, upon the wings of a dove

The pressure I did place one under, was unbearable
As is now the pain of loosing the one, so loveable
Of so much I didn’t realise and for my foolishness
I will never touch your face again, in loving caress

Only dreams am I ever at peace with this world now
Before awakening and my smile turns, to a scowl
That I realise the magic has ended and I am so lost
In a place of loneliness and pain to my own cost

So stupid I became and gone, is now my other part
A carrier of my soul and lover, so close to my heart
Who I burdened with those short comings I showed
So unattractive to the one, who thought I never cared

I was a fool, a fool for this way, to have acted upon
In a way that I hurt the one so dearest; she’s the one
So now I fallback to the nothingness, I came from
And deal with this agony, of this remorse I strum