I Can'T Anymore Poem by bree nada

back into depression i've fallen
and the hole has become deeper
its harder for me to crawl back up
he pushed me. and wasn't there to catch me.
im starting to doubt myself more and more
there really is no point to living
i need support and need to be told that i deserve to stay
give me a reason to stay. i need a reason
i hope and i pray that life will get better for me
but it only goes down hill from here
why does everyone let me down?
no one is here when i need them
every guy has fooled me
left me at the peek of love
gone to someone elses arms
life isnt worth living anymore
there's no one to live for
i wish i could just drive off a cliff and end my pain
suicide thoughts come in
but i'll never actually do it.
no i cant give up that easily
i just need a reason to live
praying that that sign comes quickly to my rescue
he said he loved me
and i fell for it
he says he misses me
and get this warm feeling inside
but in the end i go back to square one
lonely and unhappy
broken and bitter
sad and angry
i've come to believe thatt in the end thats how i will be
sad and alone forever
i cant trust any guy
they're all the same
always breaking me
always hurting me
well im through and this time for real
no man can make me happy
so im through.