bree nada

i say i really love you
and i think about you day and night
but am i fooling myself by doing all this
im begining to think that i truely am
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you came into my life like a soft wind in november
I didn't think much of you at the time
as summer came by we grew closer
and i thought that you might be the one
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today was my last day with you
and i only saw you at school once.
our eyes met and we hugged, but you didn't understand
so you're really leaving me?
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you're not the same
your eyes look cold
this love has died
i feel it so
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crying beacuse of you once again
you brought me up and let me down, this is the end.
how many times must i let you play with my heart before i realize that you can't be the one?
I wish you'd have takin the chance to figure me out, but you seem to have a limit.
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back into depression i've fallen
and the hole has become deeper
its harder for me to crawl back up
he pushed me. and wasn't there to catch me.
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i cant love you
so i'll be your best friend
im here for you when she's not
i'll make you laugh and shed tears of joy.
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oh starbucks
how i love thee
you're the only thing that makes me happy
whether it be hot or cold
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this is the day that i stopped loving you
today i'll turn bak time
set it to rewind
go back to way back when
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my wounds are still open
they still burn every now and then
but the air is blowing
and they are closing
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you don't know, but sadly it's true.
im falling for you
& you're untrue.
i came into this knowing you had her by your side
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this time it's different.
im sick of all these lies that have been told
tired of pretending to care for you
im sick of being loved when i dont love you back.
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our eyes wont meet because you're too busy watching her cry
i've told you time after time that she doesnt love
the words she tells you turn into lies the second you look away
it doesnt matter how many months you've been together
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beautiful piece of work is what the eye sees
but no one really knows the true meaning behind the piece
the broken dreams and shattered hopes that were spilled onto it
the eye see the beauty
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There's so much bottled up inside of me that i dont even know where to start. I thought we could just be friends and have a great time. you have porblems with your grlfriend and come to me. you tell me joking that i should be your new girl and inside im screaming out 'YES YES! ! I WANT TO! ! ! ' but i just smile and joke. if i told how i really felt, if i let my heart do the talking i would just be scaring you because you love her too much to caer about me. Lately im finding it hard to even talk to you because i just cant be myself. i want you to hold me tight and say that im the one you belong with. but the more you talk about her the more my heart breaks. i cant tell you. I CANT TELL YOU. but its driving me crazy.
im trying so hard to just be your friend but you care about her so much that my true emotions about you show. stop trying to win her heart! stop trying to make things better with her! she doesnt love you! stop trying! im the one for you just open your eyes and see! how many times has love left me shattered and lying on the cold floor.
i can feeling happning again. 'pity those who have never known love'
this line always makes my heart stop. so many have loved, so many have come close to loving me but decided i want worth it.
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I was feeling dead
hopeless, but now im better
im starting to learn that you cannot take over me
im better
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all i want is sleep
no light
no glory
i want to be lost in my dreams where i decide my fate
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when the wind blows and smiles are near
i know that this is my last tear
this thing inside me that is slowly killing my doesn't allow me to explore.
i feel like im dying, ever so slowly
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this is all i feel
the deepest sadness there is
lets end this now
let the skys recieve one more
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they say time can mend a broken heart
apparently that's not true
i've patiently waited for far too long
and my heart's still bleeding
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