I Am Still Alone Poem by Anand Rai

Every time you look at me and smile at me,
Feels like heaven just passed by me,
The sweet sound of your laughter does more than make my day,
Yet why do I feel so alone even though I am with you.

Is love so lonesome that the absence of love hollows me,
Does it happen with everyone or is that just with me? ,
Answers to every questions that are bound to be,
Am I really in love?

The chilling winter wind chills no more but cuts my skin deeper,
The cold water hardly freezes my hand,
And the warm heater heats me no better,
Am I dead or still alone.

Another day, another companion looks at me and smiles,
Where had the old he gone to,
Disappeared within the bellowing winds,
Or dead: I am still alone