I Am Lost Poem by Dhruva Thapa

You know I am lost, Can you find me out?
in the vast ocean of human being
in the dense crowed of human feelings
I am trying to get myself, somewhere in the hills
Somewhere in the list of unpaid bills
I am lost high in the sky touching clouds
Moving high and high with applaud
to be heard by my own soul
want to swim, jump, climb and crawl
Just to get myself in the depth of ocean
As I have lost my rest and motion
Moving all the time like a pendulum
Want to uplift, float or just to get out
From the marshy land of feelings
Leaving alone from own brain drilling
That’s why I used to shout
To be heard by my own soul
Stinking submerging getting worse
With my own ego, bias & evil force
That’s why I am lost within.