Hope For Clearness Of Thoughts Poem by Princess Bernadette Anillo

I misunderstood the thoughts revolving in my mind
Filled with questions unbearable by myself
As I continue every complication that made me blind
The feeling that I wanted to be what I was

It is these days when I felt that I have too much to ask
I realized that the true me already came out of nothing
Leaving me once innocent behind a strange mask
That the truth will never prevail until it's time of proving

In times silence is beginning to make me deaf
Are the moments when strange things enter in my brain
I cannot face the observations that brings me down
And other people's thoughts about all makes me drain

I do not know what to do, when negation is killing me
But I'm sure I can surpass things that were meant to be
But things aren't always good because somehow we shall face
It's ourselves that makes us want our mistakes to be erased

It's not migraine, it's not medically speaking
It's myself that keeps me very irritating
It's not that I hate me, But It's nothing but me
It's me whose complicating the things meant to be.