Help Me God Poem by adnan zahedi

now i dont want to die because there is something that i can trust to live, and it's my life, next day won't be a next day, next day is a diffrent day, because there isn't enuogh time to think about it and i'll be DIE
SO... i don't life my life...
because there is a knife in my life, it has a painfull edge,
it hold me in a dark cage, it damged my life,
i won't think about suicide, because they won't think that who died?
but there is a light in other side...i didn't know it's from god....
i thought it's a new guide.. but how can i trust? but i wana know.
can u show me? i wana know..i can unsderstand indeed!
can u talk about it?
i'm ready because my mind is without weed i'm in alot of need
...i'm 17 but my mind is old..i feel my body is too cold...my head is the only think that i can hold

aaah god this can be the last sentences that i told...


HELP ME GOD I'M IN A DARK HOLE