Help Me Poem by Nyl Revol

When I see your name
Light up on my screen
I think of ignoring you
But that'd be too mean.

It used to make me smile
Make me laugh, even before
I even opened the message
But now that is no more.

Inside my head there is a war
About what to do
Because I can't seem to go
With out without you.

I feel like I need you
Each and every day
But I feel like I'm going to lose you
In some insane way.

Come on tell me what do
Help me decide about you
Should I stay and fell the pain?
If I do will I stay sane?

I figure if I do leave
Like you've said
You will end up in the ground
Lying there, quite dead.

Now, I really do not want that
But... I'm having trouble here
Life without you now
Is one of my biggest fears.

Help me
Tell me what to do
Help me
So I can stay with you.