Healing Poem by Russell McFadden

im not scared of anything!
i wish my lies were true
i dont want help
i hat ewhen i cry
i hate when im scared
my life is just going by
i can't make you feel my fellings
i'm sad and depressed im weak and abused
im told im gay i just dont know what to do i dont want your help
But i dont want to cry
leave me here alone so that i my die
good riddence i say
i guess i'm just going to cry just once and then i will heal for my walls are stong