Hatefull Love Poem by ASENA MARIE SATAN'S SPAWN

am i sick because i hate to hate you?
you made me hate you, let myselph hate you
when it's all your fault
because you made me love you
yeah you made me hate to love you.
now i hate myselph
so twist threw time
if you ever look back...
admit you used me!
so all that time toy lied to me.
all that time i was a fool,
now this day i lay dying
laying here in this sympathy pool
the salted tears
well ive already shed mine
with guilt and dread
hear the voices
conscience in my head
now i cant trust it
my conscience is dead
bittersweet bittersweet
tears run down
at that time
i wanted to choke and dround
i bleed these thoughts again and again
but yet im still stupid enough to love you
again and again.