Going On Three Years Poem by Pheobe Morgan

It's been three years since you've been in my life.
Long and hard I have worked to keep you proud of me.
There's nothing in this world that I would do,
to hear your voice, feel your touch, smell you scent one more time.
It seems to never get easier,
I used to think that maybe,
just maybe there would be a day that you'd just wake up,
come back and tell me it was all a joke,
a horrible, horrible joke.
Still it's nothing.
Three years have passed and you're still gone.
While I think you're watching over me, it gives me hope.
That one day, I will see you again.
That one day, I'll be in your arms again.
There's never a day that goes by that you don't go through my mind.
Every second I get, I remember all the memories we once shared,
still share, but in a different meaning.
You were the best, the funnest, and the most amazing mom I could have ever had.
I was so lucky to have you.
Although I don't have you now, or for the rest of my life,
you will always be in my heart, and that's where forever you will stay.
I hope you know how much I miss you,
just how much I love you.
Going on three years on September 14,2012, it's never easy.
I try to hide my grief and pain away,
I seal it within,
I hide it with a mask that no one ever unravels.
But I would cry a million rivers,
just to be able to see you again, just one more time.
Forever,
Your loving daughter awaits to go home once again.
I love you mom. <3