Give It All Poem by amanda currier

'I wish I had things figured out. I wish there was an easy answer. But I don't & there isn't. you are the love of my life and I don't why I even for one second thought any different about that. He is wonderful, he's amazing but… He's not you. He's in love with me, but I'll always be in love with you. I don't want to hurt him, I don't want to break his heart, but my heart is breaking every second I'm wasting not being with you. I need to focus on my happiness I need to do what I want, be with who I need. I need you. I love you, always have and always will and I've held on and fought way to long to let you slip away again and I promise you and God and everyone in the world if you call, or I run into you, I'm holding on to you and I'm never letting go again. I believe that this time will be our time and I'm willing to give up everything for it, like I always have been, I'd give it all up for you.'