Forever In My Dreams Poem by Miiya Skky

Compassion? Love? Pain? A simple reason to live the life you feel so drained and empty from. When you feel the connection to everything it hurts the most. That connection you wished that another could feel towards you, but remains a wish not granted by the star you chose. The amount a single heart can take in, to hold & imprison thy soul is torture to oneself but even the worst you still find it in you to not turn away. Can this be a lesson? A cruel joke? A sign that your soul is being carried by the hands of the beast himself? How much tears can one cry to drown the pain, to no longer feel, think, love, to stop everything from hurting so bad that you just want it all to end. If only one can feel the pain of another to show the reason of despair, so they can finally understand how much forever more could suddenly fade to nothing more. To see just how much tears can mean when hidden behind a smile, & the lost look in the eyes when there is nothing but emptiness. It boggles the mind knowing of love such as this, to wrapped it around with question? why torture thy soul to love someone so much, and yet left feeling alone telling yourself on repeat that 'nothing is what i am'. Wishing that one can disappear, to forget the bad & hold on to the good. To finally sleep as peaceful as the one who holds thy heart with no compassion for its strong capability in the love it takes and holds even through the pain. Instead one will cry, and in silence hear nothing but the pieces of the heart you hold shatter into nothing. Slowly fading away in the dreams she wishes was her reality. Only then will she have happiness because she'd be at peace from the love she tortures herself with by only wanting to be apart of your heart.