Force Myself Poem by Julia Pascual

Force Myself



i force myself
by telling me
you're not worth it
you're not for me...

force myself
you're not good
good enough
to change my mood

force myself
you're not real
you'll leave me
leave me here...

force myself
that I cannot
I should not
and I would not...

yes, i can
force myself
to stay away
to run away...

yes i force myself
to stop my cries
by telling those
stupid stupid lies

but can I go on?
can I continue
blinding myself
staying away from you...

can I really do that?
will it be easy
not with you? ?
oh, stupid me...

well... i know
and i know it well
I do love you...
but I can never tell...

COMMENTS OF THE POEM
Danzen D. 12 September 2009

'You don't lose anything by loving...you lose by holding back...' by someone, hehe. Nice poem, keep writing

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Lorena Cruz 12 September 2009

complications in your relationship are forcing you to hurt yourself... but try to take risks and tell him how you feel

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Madelene Calalo 11 September 2009

don't force yourself too much... it might kill you.. hehe

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Nashy Lamen 11 September 2009

You can never tell... don't force yourself... give time to sag through your heart if it really is right.. lovely poem.. keep writing..

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