1000 Times Poem by Julia Pascual

1000 times i've thought
1000 times i've pondered
finding an easy way
to end this endless sorrow

1000 times i've cried
1000 times i've pretended
that i don't give a damn
that i'm not affected

1000 times i've run away
1000 times i've escaped
from my own doings
from my very own self

1000 times i've decided
1000 times i've wanted
to kneel down and beg
to be forgiven by you

1000 times i've tried to say sorry
1000 times i have failed
so i'll try again
1000 times for sure...