For You With Contempt Poem by Raul Luna

I woke up this morning with my hands full of blood
I just had the best dream ever since I met you
I had killed you in it but then I died without you

Don't be scared since I dare
only in dreams to kill you
I have lost my fear all of it
I hate you with all my might

This is for you with contempt
I'm not scared of you anymore
This is for you with contempt
I'm not afraid of you at all

Remember the times when we sat and talked
Now we don't even look at each other
Remember when I said that I loved you
Those moments don't exist anymore

Remember when you said you will not stop dreaming?
I believed you, but you lied to me
You broke our dreams, when you promised you wouldn't
I regret ever writing those love letters to you about how much I loved you
I should have kept my identity a secret

You have killed any hope of coming back with you
I wish i could hate you to see things clearly
You have lost the best person you will ever meet

I didn't want to give you the reason
but I wanted to change your opinion
I don't like talking to you like this
You make me feel contempt for you
Multiply that by a thousand
That is how much hate you deserve from me

You don't deserve my contempt towards you
You brought it on yourself with all the lies
Now you cry for me; it's useless I will leave

I will give you my heart
That is what pain feels like
I will turn my back on you
Walk away far away where you won't find me

If you want to make me happy, girl all you have to do is die
Don't think that hate is what's inside me
I will cry asking why you made me feel contempt for you