For The Right Reasons... Poem by Kezziah Hopkins

i do not desire my actions, either,
but i am clinging to my intentions.
oh, it's a feeble clinging, i'll give
you, but please help me hold on;
oh, please help me let go

i am holding onto this dream
with white knuckles, but He says to
fall, to lose all, to let go
and let Him carry me. i don't know
where He's going! i'm helpless; it's best
not to struggle, but so, so hard

i do not desire these actions-
i'm clinging, confused, to my motives.
oh, it's a feeble clinging, so feeble-
please help me hold on;
oh, please help me let go