Everything That No One Knows Poem by Claudia Bridgett

I got everything but feel nothing
People think my head should be clear with no worries, no disappointments, no pain.
But if they only knew what i knew
If they could only see what i see.
Then again maybe its a good thing that most are blind.
Because if they did see maybe they will realize to much.
They would see the scars he left.
All the pain I hid.
The soft spots, the emotion, and stored tears.
Hopefully one day i won't be so scared, so scared to take off my armor, to cry, to talk about what feelings i have inside, to show me.
People tell me im just like a vault.
Locked up with a combination no one can figure out, not even me
Full of secrets and emotins that have never been flourished.
See what you people don't no is my head is cluttered, i have hundred of worries, a million disappointments, and too much pain.