Every Night. Poem by Normal Girl Normal World

Every night I see my life,
Flash before my eyes.
Every night in my dreams,
I die a thousand times.
To see him walk away with her,
Kills me every day.

I never told him this before,
But I do love him ever so.
I hate the green eyed monster,
That I get whenever I see her.
I wish it would just go away,
Along with all my feelings.

That would never happen though,
I can't make you like me.
I so wish I could,
Just to be with you,
Would be heaven.

I see you over there,
You smile when you see me.
My heart melts when I see,
That you are walking away from her,
Towards me.

She walks up to you,
And tells you it's over.
You just keep walking,
In my direction.

You stop about a meter away,
And smile your adorable smile.
My Knees go weak,
You take my breath away.

You come closer.
My knees give way,
You catch me as I fall.
I hug you,
You hold on to me.

In your arms I felt protected.
Your strong arms wrapped around me,
Neither of us letting go.
Neither of us wanting to go.

A tear fell from my eye.
You shouldn't of left her for me,
It's all my fault.

My mom yells me to hurry up,
We wake up from the trance,
That kept us together.

We part and I walk away,
I hear steps behind me.
You grab my arm and pull me closer,
And whisper in my ear,
Those sweet words I thought I'd never hear,
Coming from your mouth.

What you said made me stop,
It truly took my breath away.
Those words I longed to hear,
Falling into my ear.
'I love you'