Enamel Poem by Nassy Fesharaki

Enamel

I have a problem

I cannot sit idle,
-can't ever do nothing,
-even if I over-eat to vomit
-or killing, or dying in duel
-or cause or face some death

Therefore, I read and write
-walk and talk
-travel, go around
-do research; any kind,
-history, cultural, political
-hit the roads, face the walls
-and question: "How were built?
-what for? Why? "

That is why I have walked
-did research on trails
-Nader Shah's to Incas'

Since nothing is movement
-except for encounter
-which causes loss or gain
-by facing the joy to trouble

I have a problem

Never I, I never
-could sit as does stone,
-doing so has meant, means
-being fog in sunbeams
-trouble and danger

If could be
- (that cannot)
-move less and sit idle
-would have less problem
-could have calm daily life
-and sweet safety of a kind,
-secure; in silence

A sitter and silent never faces danger
-except for force majeure; of nature

But I am who I am
-since recall
-all the times
-from birth
-and onward
-in sky, leaf of palm

I have been, am, will be a current
-call me wind, or the wave of ocean
-or water, stream, or river
-if none of the above, am cloud
-steam, fog

Yes, I have problem

Always am in open

I am cat, curious
-busy are nose, ears,
-and who knows?
-maybe once will be killed
-as says cat's proverb

Naturally I need, search
- (all the time and always
-in one way, or other)
-lawyers and for doctors
-to solve fight, I was in
-or cure injures

Perhaps I am a pen
-write prose; verse, poems
-shatter hearts and brains
-or trashed am ignored; in bucket
-or in bounce when hit wall by racket

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This is shit that we find
-in and on media
-in writing, on TV and even radio
-as well as in White House, Kremlin
-Number Nine and hellish parallels