Deep Within. Poem by Danielle Pongi

Deep within,
I' m just a girl,
Who tries to explore the world.
But with sadness and depression,
Getting on the way,
I'm afraid to say,
Starting again is the right way.
But starting again million of times,
Isn't it time to blame the one who's caused it?

Deep within,
Unwanted and unloved,
Wishing I hadn't been the one that god had created.
Wishing I could crawl under a rock and die.
Waiting for this pain to wash away.
Knowing that no one cares,
How is it possible to feel free and beautiful.

Deep within,
Feeling fat and ugly.
All I wanted to do, was to live life the way its meant to be.
But that one person,
Whose got the courage to come and tell me,
I'm not beautiful or better looking enough.
How could they say such thing,
When I was created by the same person,
That have created them.
Since when did us human beings get so negative,
Isn't this world suppose to be a world full of Love?
Or are we just denying God's words.

Deep within,
I'm just another creation of god.
If I can't be accepted to this world,
Then why am I still here?
Acception shouldn't be an option,
It should be possible.
But who am I to be an island alone.
Who am I to do whatever I want,
Aren't we all his beautiful creation?
Then why won't we stick to his words,
Instead of ripping him apart when he went through the pain he went through.

Deep within,
I'm just a human being.
Just Like YOU.