Deep Thoughts Poem by Cp4 The Rapper

The emotion on the inside that's hard for me to handle.
Head down trying to make a living even when the odds against you.
Sometimes it seems like the good people seek less love attraction.
Until you replace your good side then people cant understand your reputation.
All the unominous gestures, they don't turn around and justify, all you can do is ask yourself why.
Refuse to compromise together and socialize which could bring light from the dark side.
Sometimes I think about my reality when I'm alone, I'm sad enough to cry.
Remind myself everything is going to be alright after I dry my eyes.
I realize the difficulties there is out of what you consume.
Hard to meet your standards in this society without something to pursue.
Unless you work your way up in a corporation only if the move is profitable.
When living off low wages from them taking out at least half of your total income.
Amazing to hear the greetings that enlightens me to make a response.
Don't know what words to rephrase when my days is going wrong.
Respond to say I'm doing good cause its a common reply, knowing on the inside my self esteem is declined.
So I try to go on without having more of the intensity through my mind, knowing life is too short but the stress happens for a long time.