Dear Daddy, (First Letter) Poem by Harley My Last Name

I know you're probably reading this as I write it so, I hope you enjoy it.

I know that eventually I'll need to find some sort of closure, but I'm not so sure i can. I blamed you for not seeing my my whole life, but i know now that, that is all you truely wanted. There was never a day that passed, when I wasn't thinking about you. I really wish you could have been a part of my life the whole time. I know that sounds greedy, but when i first found out that i never met my bioloigacal father, you, it broke my heart. I hope that one day, you and i can reunite as a father and daughter.

I've heard so many fantastic things about you. I really wish you didn't have to leave so soon after we first started talking. Why did you have to go?

Everytime I go to Grandma's house, they talk about you and things you did. I hope that one day I can be like you. Aunt Loretta and a few other people say I look like you. (:

I'm really sorry we never got to meet in person, Daddy. That was never my choice, but it was always what I wanted. I really do love and miss you...

I always wonder what things could have been like...

I wonder if this is the way it was mean't to be...

Even when I was a little girl, I always dream't of finding you...
You were always the one to walk me down the isle at my wedding...

I know you aren't gone, but it really feels like you are...

I'm sorry that I'm complaining to you, Daddy...

Daddy, I need you in my life...
Why can't you comme back for me? I'm not ready to let you go...

I'm not even sure i'm strong enough to come to terms with your death...
It's not fair that you had to leave...

All I ever wanted was to have you in my life, and when that could have happened, you left me...

Was I not good enough?

I can't believe you've been gone for almost a year now...

Daddy, I really do miss you and love you...

I'll talk to you again soon.
Love,
Harley.