Dead Inside, Poem by Emma Jane Rae

My head is hurting,
From the constant noise is displays,
My heart is aching,
From the silence it plays,
How can you change,
From loving to mean,
It frightens and saddens me,
That I'm the victim of your screams,
It's the words you use,
Cause me so much pain,
It's like a punch to the guts,
Again and again,
It's leaves me feeling numb,
And dead inside,
When all I want,
Is to feel alive,
I don't understand,
How you can be so cruel,
Why do you enjoy trying,
To make me look like a fool?
But for what ever reason,
I keep going back to the same page,
I must enjoy,
The feeling of hurt and rage,
One day I will wake up,
And this won't be me,
I will stand up for myself,
Keeping my dignity!