Crying Out Poem by Ridge Dillard

I feel like crying out
But there’s no one left to cry to
At least not since I lost you
Even though you’re insistent
That I didn’t
I can feel it
Like unexpected rain
Chasing away a sunny day
You’re gone and I know it
So now these tears are flowin’
Without a kind soul
To wipe them away
And help me regain control
Your absence takes it’s toll
Imagine the earth
Without the Suns warmth
My mind is just as bare and desolate
Without your heaven sent face
To make me forget defeats bitter taste
And this pain ain’t laced
I tried to drown it away
But I heard your voice more clearly
With each shot of Bombay
And each pill that I chase
With liqour, Weed, and hate
Doesn’t dwindle the Time
Which I’ve spent away
In a state of decay
Awaiting your return or death
Because waiting is the only thing I have left