Crying Inside And Out Poem by Sylvia Lynn Matthews

dedicated to all the ppl i hurt in my life
My tears are like rain, i fake a smile to think im alright but im really not. My insides are crying out for help but i keep denying it. At night i think about what i did wrong and i keep thinking about him, he wont leave my mind. he going to be hard getting u out of my head but i gotta do this, my life wont be the same with out u but i gotta a life to live and ur not in it... i have someone that i car about to much to lose him.... i got to give my life straight again and maybe we will become friends.... i dont wanna lose my amazing fiance and he will be the right guy for me, no one will ever come between us...My heart is getting use to not having you in my life... i realize i cant live with out the one that took my heart and has my forever love. im sorry for the pain i cause you baby 3