Crazy Poem by Bellatrix Mogos

It's time to get away
But anywhere I stay
I'll still be found
By that force unnamed

Should find a hiding place
But not even toxic waste
Can help me win this fight
From what emerges in the night

It finds me when I hide
And catches me if I flee
No getting away
When the problem is me

It's in my head on the darkest night
It's in my head during that midday light
It thinks what I think, like it's part of me
The part of me that rebels

That mentality inside of me I can't escape
Haunting me forever, that black cloud shape
My insanity is driving me insane
My worst enemy is my own brain

Inside my head
Rather be dead
Insanity's stealing my life
Crazy can even kill without a knife

Don't know how I'll get by
Maybe I want to die
Make things easier
Because crazy attacks me like a seizure

It finds me when I hide
And catches me if I flee
No getting away
When the problem is me

It's in my head on the darkest night
It's in my head during that midday light
It thinks what I think, like it's part of me
The part of me that rebels

That mentality inside of me I can't escape
Haunting me forever, that black cloud shape
My insanity is driving me insane
My worst enemy is my own brain

Trapped in my brain
Can't get away from this pain
Insanity is like a parasite
Taking over my brain with no right

And I know it's there
I feel it eating me away
Transform with every day that goes by
Less of me, more of it
Before it takes me completely