Confused Thoughts Poem by cabby desired

Keep something close
and watch it get ripped away
Put up a front
Falling apart

people that hate me
and try to keep me
trying to be good
thinking positive

Things bad could happen
feelings coming down
but never know when I'll break
When I'll fall to the end

yet I hear his voice
as it calms my heart
but that's gone
I'll fall apart

so wat will help me
when he's been taken
wat will calm me
when he can't call me

Now when he is
put behind bars
how will I take it
how can i handle it

This tells that
I do love him
and yet I can't have him
is this a sign

is this early
is it trying to tell me
that I'm not ready
that it's not suppose to be

can it be that
I'm not suppose to be
with the one I love
The one that's true

The one I want to go through
even if it's not true
I just wanna him to be
forever close to me