Confused Love Poem by Arlene Anderson

when i hurt i cry,
when i want to die,
he's the one i go to,
the one that calms me,
he's the key to my heart,
yet were so different and so far apart,
i smile and think of him,
he keeps me happy,
i love him...i really do,
does he love me..will he say i love you
i want him, i need him..i need his kind loving heart
i need his soul...and touch,
he leaves me breathless..and makes the light brighter then it is,
makes me feel wanted..like im his
in a way i am, he has my heart...
i don't know what to do, i've been hurt,
i've been torn apart so how can i trust him so much? ..
maybe its the love, maybe its him but either way
i love him and that won't change!