Confused Poem by Kyndall Peters

i lost my girl and i know i want her back,
but for some reason i wont let myself.
i feel the need to do what i know i shouldn't,
and I'm hurting her AND me and i don't know what to do.
i tried to let her go...but she still gives me butterflies.
i tried being mad at her but then i just felt sorry..
theres nothing i can do right now and i am scared to death
that i'll wind up alone with no one beside me...
all because i am confused..?