Colors Of Love Poem by Soly Nasser

The flowers grow and smell smart as you are,
But flowers at the end fall a part
why can't flowers stay? or fall in love-i said,
You said I'm a flower as you are,
Flowers only bring bad luck.

And I'm sorry mum..,
For making you stick with that man,
For leaving your first love.
You didn't have a chance, i wished i gave you mine.
I can't see your old story, The only shot you got,
I couldn't see you dance, I'm sorry.

I just stood there and wandered why your laugh strike like a thunder?
Why your smile as short as beam of light?
Why your heart is so hard to penterate?
I'm sorry for being your sole mistake.
You could have left me when i was little star,
Mum says, no regrets you're my lucky jar
But i only bring bad luck and my ugly face only show scars.
Mum says: i want you to have your own life not like mine,
Bur mum, would i ever have a real life and a true love?
And I'm sorry flower for not finishing your dance,
You lost the ability to move your waist on your second chance.

Why your tears so strict, mum?
Why all your words have to end with fine?
I wish to hold you and kiss you goodbye
But we two are broken enough.
You always say i look like my dad
You deny we are so much alike,
How big we are and tiny from inside,
We are that un bought gift
That perfect puzzle from faraway
Only we see that one piece left
But you stopped searching...you wanted to look strong,
And wanted people to know how weak you can get!
How many problems you have faced! And how many times you got hit!
And I'm sorry for this.

You 40 years old girl...that's not your fault...
Neither is mine.
But..sometimes magic do work on pretty flowers and stop their dance
Lose their ability to open in first spring
And fall by second chance.