Can'T Cope Poem by tijan jonas kah

She's got my mind in a muddle, I don't usually cry,
But I aint gonna lie, at my feet there's a puddle.
I'm filling up as I'm trying to reflect,
I'm feeling weak, I haven't slept;
I've been up since 4am, I'm wrecked
I've got no energy left.
I'm sat picturing substances going down my neck.
Anything to take this pain away, I'll do anything to bring her back for one more day
I just can't understand, how she's dead
She was my filling, now I'm left with just two slices of bread
It's just not fair
I'm angry
I'm looking for someone to blame, I'm looking down at my wrist
About to cut, but I see the tattoo of her name
I can't cut thru it, but I'm how am I going to cope
How am I going to get thru it, I want this pain to go away
I want someone or something to send a message to my brain
To let my heart know, to please stop hurting and just let go.

by tijan jonas kah