...But You'Ll Never Know... Poem by Asha Adeana

For you was always there.
You just never knew.
Just everytime you called.
I always needed you
The one to help dry my eyes.
Even if you wasn't there
For what can I say.
To just let you know.
Just how much I still care.
Cause everyday we dont speak.
I just can't help but to worry.
Wondering if your okay.
If your doing alright.
But you was just my bestfriend.
Than you became my sister.
And you still are.
But you'll never know.
Cause you've covered everything up.
With that fake smile you bare.
I know how you feel.
And I'm still here.
But you'll never know.
For you locked me out.
Over a stupid fight.
And you ran into the wrong arms.
But you'll never know.
My bestfriend.
My sister.
I'll always think of you.
And hope for the best.
Just how much of a sister.
You truly are.
One of a kind.
My twin.
That I have lost.
For that I lost half of myself.
Along with you.
I've said you'll always have my heart.
You said i'll always have yours.
But theres nothing there.
And all I can say is.
I Love You and Miss You Steffie.
But You'll Never Know.