When I Wake Poem by Asha Adeana

When i wake i miss you every second
I dream about you almost everynight
Just hearing those few songs
I just can't help to smile
Thinking about all the times
We'll share together
The bad times we are shareing now
Sometimes i see you just walking around
But it's always someone else
I just see you every where that i go
Hearing you over everyone elses voices
Screaming I Love You in my sleep
Just isn't good enough anymore
I can't even show you
Just how much i truly care
Cause you can't even see
Just how big i always smile
With you saying hey beauitful every time we frist speak
But i just cant help to wonder
If i'll have you in my arms
Just to really wake up next to you
Cause when i wake
I cant help but to feel lonely
Cause all night i felt like you was right by myside
But when my eyes open your gone
So i'll just have to wait for that one white rose
That one good-night kiss
That one special day when we both say I Do
Just until then i'll just have to wait
And miss you every second when my eyes open
Just left to be dreaming that i had you here with me
So i'll just give my pillow a kiss good-night
And tell it i love you too while i'm at it
And just thinking it has always been you
Just to feel you sleeping right next to me
Cause i love you with all my heart
That well never change
Cause my heart has always been yours
Even from the very start
Right through all those damn broken roads
Running into your arms with tears in my eyes
You and your big ol' heart
And that big ol' smile
How could i find someone else better then you
Cause you give me a better life
Baby you've always been my better half

June 29 06 [2 months]