Breaking Poem by heavens Angel

each day a peice more and more of me breaks
with each passing breath
each tear that streams down my face
you fear for the things you cannot change
but you fear for the things you do not know

i am stuck in a world
where i feel like i don't belong
and trying to get out of one
that i am in

my head is spinning
my heart is breaking
i feel like i am sinking
instead of rising
i have everything going for me
but the one thing i want
i can't have
even though you know
it is really bad

The only way that i can move
on is to move out
to leave and be gone
i need a new start
because this circle i am in
is wearing me down
i can't keep pulling you up
when your down
it is draining me of everything
i have got left

if your always fighting
and there not fighting for you
i guess that should show
that you weren't worth the fight to begin with
to have respect for yourself
means that you respect others
my weakness is my kindness
and that will only be here for so
long because where i am going
i will learn not to use my heart so much
that it will kill me instead

all i ask is either
fight with me or
fight without me
you can't have it both ways