heavens Angel

If I could change the world
everyone would have food to eat
no one would be alone
no one would have to suffer
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if we have all lived in past lives
mine must have been full of hate and regret
submission and dissapointment
anger and loss
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have you ever just wanted
to be gone
that life is just a joke
a pill to swallow
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wipe away the
tears of sorrow
of sadness
and turn it into grace
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You were able to save a wounded bird
able to give them the strength to fly once again
to be able to sore instead of lie still
and drown in there own sorrow
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ever hear the faint
whisper of your name being called
then you turn around and no one is to be found
but you know you heard that sound
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i don't care anymore
what has been said or
what has been done
your out of my life
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i cannot wait for the
day when i get told
that i can go
to pack up and leave
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ever think you have the world in your hands
then everything you touch crumbles
waiting for the good to out weigh
the bad
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it's hard to be with someone
but not to be
to put down your wall
and really fall
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there are things that i have done
that i am not proud of
should have known better
but sat there quiet and still
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it funny that they place
forgive and forget
in the same lingo
as neither are easily done
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i sent you a message the other day
was hoping and praying after
that you wouldn't respond
for when you did my heart lite up
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each day a peice more and more of me breaks
with each passing breath
each tear that streams down my face
you fear for the things you cannot change
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