Blame - A Lame Excuse For Heart Failure Poem by Kumar Arunesh

At half past ten, I stumbled a thought
The moment of excruciating pain and suffering
That dilemma to lose all your hopes and faith
Now that love really ruined me to be a cynic

I can’t see 2 mistakes of my life
Moreover I can’t see 2 states even for two minutes
All that heavenly love just tore my heart apart
All its warmth just garnishes my painy cocktail

Thought her love as cupid’s divineness
Thought of it as dancing daffodils at night
The crystal of love…the moon in light …
That reddish temptation at dusk over the horizon bright…

All that infatuation infuriated me
All that urges killed the fairytale of me….
No more I love love as I love pain
From the bottom of my heart….my conscience vanished

A desire to triumph….A willingness to win
No more have I that much courage
The coward in me just rescued me of inevitable death
All that love deceived me of pain and only pain

I can’t blame her…..but I love her
I can’t make her acknowledge…but I love her
I can’t make her understand me….but I love her
I can’t get her…..but I love her till the very end of this cacophony