I was sad, deeply deprived of charm
no survival instinct, nothing, just a blush of self-confidence
the day before I commited to change myself
after all my persona is not that of a stud but of a nerdy geek…
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So much love….I used to admire
So much love…..I used to desire
So much love……I used to do
So much pain……now it’s giving me too….
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At half past ten, I stumbled a thought
The moment of excruciating pain and suffering
That dilemma to lose all your hopes and faith
Now that love really ruined me to be a cynic
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