Awakening Poem by Olga Kotenok

The time moves on so quietly..
The life goes on and with each minute
We are a little more distant,
In the rhythm of your daily routine
You can't even notice it anymore..

I'm not next to you but I was in you, in your heart..
Or I wanted to be there..
I stopped wishing for the first place in your heart,
I gave up my scenario of being the priority in my man's life...
All I ever wanted was to be loved, to feel that love every minute,
But I could never win that battle as you will always love yourself more..

I couldn't see till today.. so clearly..
That almost one year ago you made that choice,
You chose a new life!
A life that doesn't have a space for me.
And till this night I was living in a dream,
A dream I was creating myself.

Now I am awake...