August Pain Poem by Already Broken

Today's a mess- I bet you could guess if you'd bother to try

Today you have gone- but here I remain no more I have cried

What could I have done, to make a good day?
Should I have told you to shut up and stay? Maybe you'd rather i hurried and died
So I never slightly dented your pride?

If only you'd see I'm not all bad, I'm sorry you think I've gone hysterically mad.
I loved you so- but the pain inside- you'll never know...

No longer I cry- I'm all out of tears, you've already confirmed my every fear

Goodbye my husband
Fair well best friend
Goodbye my torturer
Today is my end