As The Days Go By Poem by Athena Beato

as the days go by that i dont see your face,
you become more distant, like a big space.
the things i would do to get you back here,
id do anything in the world to get you near.
its like no other guy in the world exsists,
i feel like both of our hearts perfectly fit.
when i try to resist thinking of you i never follow through,
i miss you so much words cant say, i hope to god you miss me too.
i can never forget the memories that we have,
i never am happy, at the very least im sad.
there is only one type of emotion i can feel,
its pain, but it lets me know that you were ever real.
if my wishes came true id be holding you in my arms,
but that thought gives me pain, as if my heart needs more harm.
it seems like forever since ive seen your face,
im lucky enough to visit memories when i go to our place.
that place on the bench, by the lake, under the stars,
all i could do was hold you, i didnt wanna be far.
this hurts me so bad i just wanna scream,
this doesnt look bad, but its far worse than it seems.
i miss you so much and i love you baby boy,
you treat me like a person, not some play toy.
if anything i want you to move on to someone better than me,
im not the best of the best thats obvious to see.
i cant and never will find someone better than you,
but you will find a better someone that has the feelings i do.
you are obviously too good for me,
that is one thing easy to see.
im hoping you will always be mine,
when i see you its like complete sunshine.