An Icy Cold Poem by Icy rivas

Open your eyes to what I see
Cold and hate is what I feel
I can’t get out of it not even if I made I deal
Pride is all that keeps me up
My limbs which like there melting into a cup
Numbness and icy cold
I in the deep end and drowning
But for what I care anymore
My limbs are shaking and going blue
Struggling for what left of my life
But I will not go down without a fight
I jump gasping for air
But this is too much that I can bare
I’m not shaking anymore and my body is shutting down
My heart is slowing unstill it makes no sound
I hope you do not think badly of me
But for my last message I hope that you see
That I could not make it even if I tried
But for once in my life I feel free
But this isn’t what I wanted
Dieing was not the key
I wanted to stay with whom I love
But the cold is all I’m free of…