All In My Life I Only Know How To Bow Poem by Suki Nakamura

i thought there are only two things
that i can do

to bow before his
naked body
and just be silent in my
anonymity

the way i was brought up
i simply have to obey
to complain is
unethical

one day
i see light from that gaze in your eyes

i am attracted to its glow
i bathe it your rays like hands all over my body

it is a sin, and then i wake up
sweating

i wipe my tears and i look straight at myself in the mirror.
everything begins.

i learn to know other things. I laugh like a mad woman.
i learn the art of moaning with you

dark, sweaty night. a room filled with our perfumes
mingling.