Acid Poem by Roxy Owens

Somethings not right
I can feel it in the air
What is happening?
Why is he doing this?
Who do I trust?
Him? Her? Anyone?
Last night was wrong
He stayed outside for hours
All we did was talk
He believes everything
He’s my best friend now
My cousins boyfriend
But I miss when he was mine
The dark skys cover the moon
The wind howls
He hugs me
Everything is forgotten
His touch is like acid
His eyes like a poison
Under his grip
I might just melt
Somethings happing between us
He stays at my house till dark
Comes back in the morning
Texts till I have to turn it off
I don’t understand
I can’t fall for him
Not again
Hes like a drug
I can’t kick this habit
Every time I try
He just comes back
What is this
Why can’t I face it?
Why do I love him?
When I know I cant
I never can again
But I’ll wait
Till maybe I can