A Different Meaning Poem by mikal crawford

Coming home from a hard day of work
With a surprise of rose peddles
Covering his living room floor
With a smile on his face it's there
Anniversary day
He makes his way to his bedroom door
Gentle music is playing with candles & flowers
With peddles of roses that lead to the shower
Growing love from a kiss & a hug
With a ring in his pocket
From the money he just saved up
From his cowboy wallet
Butterfly's embrace his feelings
His skins turning cold
With 50-50 chances in life
It's a yes or a no
SO he enters the bathroom
Without a lover just a note
His face bundles with tears & upset feelings
As he crumbles the note
And runs out of the building
And into his car he's off in a race
And inside that note this is what she says
'My love grew strong from the first time we met
But i was only in for pleasure, your money & respect
I thought we was set i don't have much reasons
But my feelings begun to change
Like the days in the seasons
And everything in life happends for a reason
So i'm sorry that in love you dont have
much to believe in
My connections for you
Always had A different meaning'.....