Patricia Ruiz Poems

Tomorrow is January 26th an I wish I could rewind back to december
To a day that I will always remember
The day GOD sent me a precious/beautiful treasure
1 of the 4 most happiest days ever if I could, I'd do it all over again with pleasure
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I really thought it and was even bout to say
"I really freakin HATE him" instead imma pray
I remember that's a word I'm not suppost to say
that's a word that I dont mean anyway
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mommy was woken up by your early arrival
she decided it was time to open up the bible
as she read she realized it was time to be more mindful
she ask god to forgive her for being so spiteful
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I have always like rose flowers but not fully bloomed, not bloomed fully
I had an ideal perfect rose that was colored blue or blue in color for me
I fantasized of my love one day suprising me
I wanted one day for him to sweep me off my feet
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The day that I felt the most pain inside
Was the day that my baby died
A month and a few days have gone by
Sleepless nights and countless times I've cried
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Things that are on my mind....
Dont really matter much....
Dont matter much, really...
I understand that my thoughts are just silly...
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I've lead myself here
I got here in my own
I thought I was seeing thing clear
That mistake is my very own
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This is a poem created by my inspiration.
My first born son.
We created it together
To be posted forever
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It all happend 36 years ago today
The date being april 24th of 1983
Taking place on the highway
Then quickly into eucalyptus tree
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