I need...
I need to put this madness to bed...
I need to excise the dark thoughts...
...
Shut up in my tiny little room
Behind a locked door
All lights turned off
With only the glow of this screen
...
The darkness is tangible,
I can feel it pressing all around me.
It feels like torturous pain,
it's loneliness and despair,
...
What business is it of yours?
There aren't any guided tours
No push button voices to explain
...
The world skipped and I was not.
You'll shed no tears for me
...
First it goes up then it goes down
Forever it goes around and around
Never resting, always spinning on and on
Destroying the mind till all sanity's gone
...
The beast is coming, he is back
And he will cut me no slack
Closer he creeps, stronger he grows
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He questions his life and feels let down by “friends”
they have disappointed him over and over again.
They said “you can trust me, with anything you say”
...
It's another day of normalcy. I'm so lucky and soooo grateful for these days.
I'm grateful that my depressions have gotten milder even if they have been lasting longer.
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Out around Alpha Centauri
Adrift and lost in space and time
Drifting slowly in the black of space
All I know is control ain't mine
...