Nicole Barbour
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I live a life worrying when the littlest things go wrong,
will that black cloud come along?
Creeping over my shoulder,
I look behind in fear, little black cloud are you near?
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I gave you my all, you gave me nothing, you spent most of our time together cursing.
About the things you were meant to do, things that you couldn't say.
I always felt like i was getting in the way.
Maybe i was wrong to act the way i did, but you always treated me like a stupid little kid.
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29th of October 2005, the day my angel was last alive.
5 thousand, four hundred and seventy five more.. but what for?
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It's easy to accept defeat yet hard to accept help. It's easy to hear someone tell you how well you're doing and far you've come, yet hard to tell yourself you've done a job well done.
Why is it that we as humans are able to give compassion to others in the bucket loads, yet harbour such resent for what's under our clothes?
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Suffering in silence, you should have kept your mouth shut. Enduring the violence, how many strikes are enough?
My mind flee's.
My body stays.
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It takes my breath away, and stops my heart,
Remembering the way you chose to leave, it's ripping me apart.
I feel the pain, deep in my chest, I thought I knew you best.
Surely I'd know if something was wrong, surely I'd know.. but now your gone,
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I feel. I write. vulnerability is the birthplace of innovation, creativity and change. To create is to make something that has never existed before, there is nothing more vulnerable than that - Brené Brown. I can be changed by what has happened to me but I refuse to be reduced by it. - James Rosey In loving memory of my brother, Sean.)
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Lost Girl & A Black Cloud
I live a life worrying when the littlest things go wrong,
will that black cloud come along?
Creeping over my shoulder,
I look behind in fear, little black cloud are you near?
That little black cloud, used to follow me around,
little black cloud, are you gone for now?
But when it gets tough, i feel my strength isnt enough..
I cant run, i cant hide.. Its always there.. inside.
Will i keep it away? on that unfortunate rainy day?
Or will the pain i suffered reface?
I look in the mirror, i see the fear,
I see the pain i once overcame.
In my eyes, it cannot hide, the reflection of my life hiding behind.
i live my life with that constant weight, wondering if one day it will be retraced?
The footsteps of my past,
Little black cloud, will you have the last laugh?
Many times appeared, many times lost..
and all im left with is that thought?
Is it really gone? im left destraught..
a little girl, in a big world.
Alone, no thought but lost.. no thought but lost.
Just one little girl, in one big world, waiting for that little black cloud.
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