For they die
As quickly as they rise
For I only had you in my arms yesterday
Hold on to your dreams
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This Christmas I am all alone
This Christmas I have no one to hold
This Christmas is the day I fade away
Last Christmas I was happy
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I make love to feel the release
I love to feel a man bracing my hips
Thrusting his manhood into me
Making me feel like a woman
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What is a warrior
Is it someone who fights
Though fighting is not wise
Or is it someone who knows when to fight
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Angel of my nightmare
Come down and stop this pain tonight
Stop the hurt that's deep inside
Stop the me that want to fight
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Every time I see your picture
I don't feel a thing
I have no feelings towards you
Every time I hear your voice
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I sit in this pitiful thing we call earth
Surrounded by doubts
Surrounded by the past
By fear
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The night falls in a heavy, suffocating cloak, cold and alone are we
The emotions for which you pine
Flares once then dies
Swept away by your obsession
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What have you ruined?
A black cloud of pain as feelings disappear
Once we were together in heaven
Innocent and hand in hand,
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This blade glides across my wrist
Back and forth
Back and forth
Blood spoiling onto the rough carpet beneath me
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